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我的千岁寒

[size=4][size=4][color=DeepSkyBlue][color=RoyalBlue][color=Blue]我的千岁寒[/color][/color][/color]
    ——我可以不知道我是谁，但我必须知道我不是谁。

    二十二年，多数人会向我表示，还是你好，你还年轻。可我却始终有着无可
奈何花落去的惆怅。岁月是如此飘渺，不像爬过的山，走过的路，回望过去那么
具体。岁月的流逝并没有很快地写在我的脸上，我正值壮年；也没有消磨我的意
志，我志在千里。岁月留痕，我只能将它写在纸上，记载到相片里，这无奈的寄
托，就像捏在手心的流沙。

    今天，我的朋友们将从四面八方赶来，为我庆祝生日。虽是寥寥无几，但足
以令人欣慰。

    八年前，０３年的今天，父母摆下盛宴，庆祝我在九年义务教育期间「赢在
了起跑线上」。我还记得那时的风光，和自己彼时的嚣张。那时候的我，认为人
生不过就是输和赢，别无其他，我赢了。那时候的我是不会想到在接下来的八年
中体会到的人生的错综复杂。八年过去了，我变得谦卑而自信，我反对的不一定
得到多数人的反对，我支持的也不一定能得到多数人的支持，但我却可以肯定自
己走在了正确的道路上，至少是走在了正确的方向上。

    我还记得义务教育阶段的玩伴们，多数已经失去了联系，我甚至都记不清他
们的样貌了。我慢慢地忘记他们，实际上也在慢慢地遗忘自己的童年。并不是那
段时光不够美好，只是我过早地习惯了漂泊，习惯了分别。我的成长并不是通常
的感性通往理性的过程，而是理性回归感性的过程。在高中以后，我才开始变得
非常注重感情。所以我最好的朋友都是在高中以后结识的。０６年，高中毕业，
考了一个尴尬的分数，竟也没有忘记要大肆庆祝一番。从此，ｃｒｇ就成了我生
日宴会上的常客。直到１０年大学毕业。今年的生日，没有了老友，却多了女朋
友。如果没有ｃｒｇ，可能我现在也认识不到ｃｊｇ，所以今年的生日，ｃｒｇ
真的可以功成身退了。搂着白白嫩嫩的ｃｊｇ，想起松松垮垮的ｃｒｇ，我由衷
觉得这真是一次成功的转会。

    我感谢我的老友们，如果没有你们，我的过去必定充满痛苦。我迷恋孤独，
却害怕孤独带来的痛苦。我甚至要感谢王小波余华李志左小祖咒一干人等，我爱
你们。

    在我早上起来前往图书馆的路上，才发现今天学校戒严，到处都是保镖才得
知二当家要来学校，之前并没有接到风声。坐在图书馆靠窗的位置，看外面连绵
的山峦上披上光辉的外衣，浓厚的白云悬挂在宝蓝色的天空上，海上千帆过尽，
陆上高楼林立，这是一座繁华的都市，我终究要把自己最宝贵的青春献给了它。
大丈夫当如是也，该如哪般，此时在我的心里也渐渐有了答案。

    我可以去承受痛苦，但我希望那是成长带来的痛苦。

    我可以去踽踽独行，但我希望那只是空间上的别离。

    我没有目的，却充满动力

    我将来躺下的，便是光荣之地[/size][/size]

[[i] 本帖最后由 taozizm12345678 于 2011-8-25 10:28 编辑 [/i]]

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